Friday
Emotionally Me!!my week has been a messed! i'm feeling so screwd and my frens thot i'm gng to have a mental relapse anytime sOON!i have always been emotionally unstable...and i dun nid any more shit in my life.keeping breaking down.
i wonder...
why is there a need to have so much rules in the house??
why is there a need to make such a big fuss?
why can't anyone jus leave me alone...PLS STOP BUGGING ME!!??
my curfew getting earlier...9.30pm??wat de fuck!!!
using the phone or internet,i will get irritating remarks,nagging etc..
dammit! i rarely login the net or use the phone..
hog on de phone-just 3 times per week okey! last time,worst...hog every now and then...
go out...nid permission..and maybe going to get a big fuss..
cant hang out much...reason: age catching up,sld learn to be a homely person.
the worst of all!!! they expect me to quit sch....say dat i sure flung again.
i thot dat they r de ones who sld be giving me support n motivation??
but shit, my morale sunken.my heart is crying inside.
wat can i do to make them happy?i have been sticking to the rules...n dun want to rebel...so it might jus hurts them.
but now..it's ME dat is killing maself.
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