Saturday
Depression hits me 2day!!...i becum such an EMOTIONAL FREAK..for no reasons,tears jus flowed..
Hate that!! so i jus hide myself behind my novel...n read
wish i had anti-depressant 2 pop :(
i guess ..one day, i can jus have a BREAKDOWN
but i manage 2 put on my best behaviour thou...
i'm really proud of myself for being such a gd gal after a long time...
been in my best this entire week :D
but i know dat this wont last long...
coz there's too much of angst,fear n sadness that being welled inside me..
wif a slight irritation,all this can jus burst out n hurt ppl especially my family :(
i jus cant control myself ...if i dun lose my cool...i can jus turn NUTS...
i really nid 2 calm myself ..who noes i'm required 4 a counselling...hhaiiizzz
only time will tells
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